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Defining No

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Flaming Target
---
This is my weakness,
FUCKING ABUSE IT!!
You stupid little kids,
FREAKIN' TAKE IT!!
Your pathetic lives are not shaped by me,
And you should not keep reminding me of this!
Leave me the hell alone!!
Cupid uses me not for target practice,
Yet I get it on a daily basis in discordant sonar?!
THIS PICTURE'S CROOKED!!

Pulverizing Me Into Used Concrete
---
POUND ME, POUND ME,
NOT LIKE MY HEAD HURTS ENOUGH!!
You little whiners cry about migraines,
Yet this stress feels a million times worse!
Your aching little voices,
Meek little whimpers,
PET YOU LIKE DOGS,
THEN A SWIFT JARRING KICK!
Nuzzle me again, I dare you...
Again and again,
The telephone and my ears ring,
I swear I hear it everywhere to this point!
I DON'T NEED THIS!
Like a sledgehammer in my face is really beneficial to me?!
Well you've all bludgeoned me enough in this cracking head!
DO IT S'MORE!
I DARE YOU!!!!

Useless Characteristic
---
How's being an asshole working out for you?
Does it get you laid to piss everybody off?
Or are you at least just getting off on yourself?!
The cream softens, but we just become stone!!
Imagine if I punched you in the face!
With the fury in me, your head would become a pulsating mass...!
Your teeth would crumble, and the pain in my fist wouldn't nearly compare...!!
Continuing and beating the fact into you that you're a worthless coward!!
Only real men can box, yet cowards use only their words,
Only to get them shoved straight back into their filthy mouths!!

Pushing Someone Nailed To A Plank
---
It's already bad enough that I'm here,
Yet you all know how to make shit so much worse!
My feet are already nailed together, I'm bad enough...!
I'm already on the edge of sanity, I'm bad enough...!
I've already seen the hell before me, I'M BAD ENOUGH!!
The pushing is tearing holes in my feet as it is,
When I fall into this abyss, I swear to fucking God,
I'll immediately emerge as one of those wicked souls,
Crush you in my utmost might and swallow you whole...!!

Devoured By The Sea
---
THE SEA IS FREEZING!!
Once in warm beaches,
Swallowed by sudden dirty rip-tide!
Once was calm and serene,
Eaten by an agonizing ocean!
In waves, it was a breeze,
In swarms, totally unfair...!
A cloud of mosquitoes and flies creeps through the perfect sky,
Quickly darkening my tranquil abode and ruining sweet everything.
In extremity the filth crawls and blackens away all happy thoughts,
And in overwhelming defeat, I succumb to the insects and am mutilated...!
Devoured...!
Drowned...!!!
Cold...and nearly dead...!
Until only pieces left,
The last pair of raven-eyes I'll see,
And the pupil is pecked and slobbered upon!

False Love For A Muckraker
---
This ends now...!
Months feel like years of suffering,
And the stress is melting my skin off!
You're nothing and you've never actually been,
I just fooled myself in illusions of loneliness.
However, I found solitude in a shit-pile?
Happiness in a stupid amusement park?!
You're a mistake I deserve not to live with.
Leave now before you lose your mind.
Leave now before you lose your face and your fucking teeth!!

Fundamentally Ill
---
GOD WANT'S YOUR LOVE,
NOT YOUR DIRTY SANCHEZ!!
It's a skydive from grace,
The most popular imaginary friend!
Sorta makes sense,
But then you lick the crap off,
Left tasting bitter, but taught!
GOD CAN'T TAKE YOUR LIES,
FOR GOD ISN'T ON RECEIVING!
Your obsession, is dry!
Your perception, is lost!
Your mind, is infected!
Retarded, controlled, CONTAGIOUS!

Defining No
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UNLOCK YOUR MIND'S DOORS,
AND LET THIS MESSAGE THROUGH!!
YOU'RE UNWANTED AND BROKEN,
AS GOOD AS FRESH HORSE-POO!!
MY GOD, DOES NO MEAN ANYTHING?!
YES, IT MEANS YES!
GOOD LORD, DOES NO CLICK IN YOUR BRAIN?!
YES, IT SAYS YES!
Allow for a Webster to solve the case,
No means no, so don't lose your place!
Allow this definition to be ingrained on your face,
'Cause no means no, YOU FUCKING DISGRACE!!
NO, don't want you,
NO, don't need you,
NO, don't see you,
NO, means no,
MEANS YES, no,
(It is so; as you say or ask. Used to express affirmation, agreement, positive confirmation, or consent.)
NO, means no,
YES, no, YES, NO, yes, NO, oui, NON, SI!!!!!
(Used to express refusal, denial, disbelief, emphasis, or disagreement.)

Did You Just...
---
Ventilation.
You know, I have a problem,
And sometimes I have problems,
Especially with your problems,
It's a growing problem,
And we're dividing by zeros.
DID YOU THINK I TURNED NINE WEEKS OLD?!
DID YOU BELIEVE THAT I WAS REALLY CRYING?!!
PATIENCE MAY BE VIRTUE, BUT PRETENTIOUSNESS?
WAY TO DIVIDE BY A NEGATIVE, DINK!!!
Oh no you didn't...
Provoking me...?
You best flip a bitch,
Because I'm tired of taking the heat.
You're telling me,
I should grow the fuck up,
Be a man and step in the dirty street.
I DESIRE CLEANSING!
I WANT CHANGE NOW!
THE FUTURE MY PRESENT!
MY PAST THE HELL!!!
Did you...
Did you touch me...?
OH NO YOU DIDN'T!!
I'm the green wire and you cut me?
Learn to defuse,
For you've created,
An atomic bomb.
Now like Truman,
Your face is mine,
Slobbering pavement,
And now you've become my leukemia.

Brainwash Contemplation
---
Almost seems beautiful,
Until the black soaks my aspirations.
White's the color I seek on this blackened Earth.
Touches in the blend purely. Simple.
Smoothie of brain juices.
I wonder if I've been handed strawberries,
Lemons or rotten eggs.
The concoction seems off...
Now my stomach's ripping apart,
And madness feels relentless.
Then white...

Mental exlax in comatose nirvana,
I sense a common misconception.
Pessimistic diarrhea has filled my eyes,
But I sense happiness trying to clear it.

Keyword: "trying"...

Falsely Hoping For Vengeance
---
IF YOU WOULD PLEASE JUST SAY IT,
I'D LIKE TO GET ON WITH MY LIFE!!
Communication is far too lackluster,
For we're left to vacuum the pieces!
Too lazy to lick the dust off the floor ourselves...
SO IT BUILDS AND THEN WE'RE CRUSHED!!!
If anything you brought this on yourself...!!
Unclarified minds are far to curious to know...
What it really is you wanted to say...
THUS THEY PROWL IN THE NIGHT FOREVER!!!
FOREVER!!!
FOREVER DESIRING TO OPEN,
THE ZIPPER ON YOUR MOUTH!
Or perhaps pants in some cases...!!
BURN YOUR MIND!!!
PISS ON THE ASHES!!
LEFT IN THE DUST,
WAITING FOR NOTHING!!
I'll try to tell you as bluntly as possible...
USING A BLUNT SLEDGEHAMMER!!
Bring it down, smash into your thick-head!
Once like you, but bringing swift vengeance...!
Hope is dead, when it's high school bullshit!
I can tell, that you have strong false credence...!
BLUNTLY SMASH AND DESTROY!!
FOR PREY MORPHS TO PREDATOR!!!
WITH NEW WISDOM CRACKED IN YOUR HEAD...
BLUNTLY SMASH FALSE HOPE OF THEIR FUTURE!!!!

Don't Feed The Morons
---
Being nice to a leech,
Doesn't stop it from sucking...
You just gotta,
FLICK IT!!
STOMP IT!!
KILL IT!!
MAKE SURE IT SUFFERS!!
FOR PARASITES,
SHOULDN'T,
WIN!!!!
Don't feed the mooches,
They'll clean out your entire week!
Don't feed the morons,
They'll never know how to eat it!!
Don't feed the mongrels,
They'll just continue to reek!!
Don't feed the monsters,
They'll just fill your grave in spit!!
Shoving nice thoughts into peoples throats isn't nearly enough,
People are far to bent in their own desires to hear what you say!
FENDING FOR YOURSELF IS A GOOD QUALITY,
BUT ONLY IF YOU CAN DO IT CORRECTLY!!
Pretentious shit-eaters!
I spat out my share,
Once I realized,
What I was eating!
But it's gotten to the point,
Where they eat their own asses!!
IT'S SO VILE AND DISGUSTING,
MAKING ME QUIVER AND SNARL!!
SUCKING MY LAST DROP OF BLOOD,
DESCENDING INTO A HEAVEN OF BRAILLE!!!

Land Of Sulphur
---
THE LAND, SPELLS, SULPHURIC, BONDAGE!!
A TRANCE, TAKES, MY MIND TO, HOLY TERRAIN!!
HOWEVER, THIS, HEAVEN'S NOW, POISONED!!
Exiled to a dry earth,
My lungs puff and beg,
As I live a dirty pig,
Trying so hard to be,
A stampede of wisdom,
IN A MISCREANT MANKIND!!
Acrid tongues make no coherence,
As does an influence of sandstorms!
STRANDED IN A DAMNED VALLEY,
AN OASIS OF DEAD PALMS,
HANDS DRY, CRACKED, BLOWING AWAY,
ART HAS WITHERED,
HEART HAS BLACKENED,
THE LAND, SMELLS, LIKE, DEATH!!!

Cancer Immunity
---
To know the smell is to live dead...
BUT I'M STRONG ENOUGH TO LIVE!
Though this disease is growing...
I'LL KEEP TRUCKING THROUGH IT!!
BEAT ME LIKE A DEAD HORSE,
AS I IRONICALLY TRAMPLE YOU!!
TEAR YOU TO GODDAMN SHREDS!
This human cancer shall not infect me...
I'LL CASTRATE YOU BEFORE THEN!!
Natural selection has become far too artificial,
And we make ourselves suffer because of it!!
SURE I MAY FEEL LIKE DYING,
YET I FEEL SO MUCH MORE ALIVE!!
As you spread your lies and perhaps your legs,
I'll be a raging bull through your mouth and womb!
THE MARTIN LUTHER KING OF WHERE LIFE ENDS!
THE MALCOLM X OF A GUN TO LEND...
TO KILL ALL INFIDELS!!!
BLAST ME LIKE A SPENT HORSE,
I'll keep on truckin'...

Gigantic Avalanche of Misery
---
Just when you think you hit Everest's peak,
Or when you believe you're the king of space,
It all comes crashing down with a single voice,
Dragging you into a nonstop blizzard of frostbitten torment!
DEVOURING SWIFTLY THE MOUNTAINS!!
THE RAMPAGE OF A SNOWY ANOMALY!!
Drowning in, a frozen sea,
Gigantic avalanche of misery!!
Buried, stuck, in a barren range,
Nobody's here to rescue me!
But I can, DIG THROUGH!
Can do it, WITHOUT YOU!
Self-sufficientcy is key,
Whilst thee art in the debris...!
STAND, IN, MIGHT, AND, BURST, THE, MOUN-TAIN,
SNOW-CAPPED, HILL, TURNED, VOL-CAN-O!!
MISER-Y, CON-QUERED; HAPPI-NESS, I'VE-EARNED!
NOW, I-CAN, SMILE, AT-THE, TOP, OF-THE, MOUNTAIN!!

Home-made Nuclear Recipe
---
VAPORIZE SMILES,
IN THE CONVENIENCE,
OF YOUR LIVING ROOM!
ANNIHILATE ALL,
CHANCES OF,
BEING EXCELLENT!!
Dethrone the dictator,
Dethrone the dictator!
KICK HIS DOMINOES,
PINKEN HIS RED!!
ANOTHER POOR,
DREAMLESS MAN,
IS DEAD!!
Impose nuisance tactics,
To semaphore yourself.
You've defined attention,
NOW TO MAKE OUR VERBS!
Call in advance,
Get some soap,
Cheap chemicals,
DON'T MAKE US PERTURBED!
As useless as a crusade!
Impose a gay pride parade!
Prepare to invade,
WITH THE MOST SOUR LEMONADE!!

Rusted Mannequin Sketchs
---
I draw what I see in the windows,
A peeping tom of false art.
Appreciating everything I shouldn't,
It all feels more and more like a lie.
Care only of pose and expression,
Or how the clothes fit the man...!
Feeling is shit!

Holy Retreat
---
When a family believes you don't believe,
You're likely ahead of their worthless time.
Who really cares about this meek existance,
We only have ourselves to fend for anyway!
Yet still I'm forced,
Into the dank gathering!
Where an invisible lord,
Will degrade me to a peon!
I'M CERTAIN HE ISN'T REAL,
I'M CERTAIN HE ISN'T REAL!!
The lord's minion has strict attention,
"Believes" that I am only special!
In a room he takes me to drain all fear,
Yet it's all I leave with, plus impeccable trauma!!
This is when I learned,
There is no God...!
And anything we hear,
Is the truth inverted...!

Fairly Close To Better
---
STARK,
OPTIMISM,
RAGING,
HAPPINESS,
ONLY HALF-MAD,
Too glad?!
I've forced this upon myself for too long,
For now hope to me has become so phony!
Or I just tell myself this...
On a single bad day.
I'm good at the good ones,
So why not just revere those?
BECAUSE PAST,
ISN'T FUTURE!
BUT WE DREAM,
IT ALL THE TIME!!
NOSTALGIA,
EATS,
YOUR OWN,
SMILE...!!
Though as long as I'm smiling,
I'm happy, right...?
Right...?!

Day Becomes Darker
---
Delusion has become a dirty business.
Oil seeps over rusted tin hearts.
A grin of gunpowder and grave-worms.
Happiness stabbed by capitalism.
Plunging into...
Depression...
Losing sight...
Light...
Burn out...
Lose control of...
Fury.
I've fought...
But am extinguished.
Fires of fury...
Burn out...
Losing touch...
Clutch...
Losing grip...
Trip...
Into nocturn.
I awake...
Knowing day...
Becomes darker.
I'll change it,
Someday...
Carry the sun,
Nail it to the sky...
But not today...
Too tired...
Burnt out...
Losing....
Touch...
Feel...
Of you...
Yet another large collection of poems, mostly dealing with an angrier side of me and sometimes the angrier side of other people. Nearly all of this is true and a lot of it is how I feel about a lot of issues, so there is some seriousness to be had. Though if you do think it's humorous, that doesn't bother me much, because some of it is kinda funny with just how over-the-top it is. In summation, it's basically a gigantic "Fuck you" that is actually honest and not just angsty bullcrap. Enjoy, if you dare...!
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tiamat9's avatar
That's intense as hell. I love it. I think everyone has a darker side and your expression of it is exquisitely raw and truthful. Stunningly detailed and descriptive. Full of visceral energy and fury. Mean as fuck, yet completely honest and provocative. Superb composition.